My life has changed

Well hello it’s me again, duh!

Today’s topic is moment. Well I have to tell you guys what moment in my life which changed me into a different person. Firstly I wanted to tell about my graduation when I was in junior high school but I think it wasn’t a good topic to share. So yeah I changed the topic.

I really wanted to tell you guys something which changed my life. I could see people in different way. I mean I could see people from both sides either good or bad. The first time I remembered this topic I thought people would think that I’m dirty-minded or porn addict. I was really scared of it but it really happened to me after I read all the books which have changed my life.

the books

I read the books written by E.L James (by saying the author you would know what books I’m talking about). I read the first edition of the books and my first reaction was “what in the world this book about”. The sex fantasy, sexual abused. I was like “no no no I’m not gonna read this book, this is not so me no just no”. Time by time there was a movie named the same as the book released. The movie was so famous around the world. I thought everyone had watched the movie even tho they didn’t like it. They were just curious about the movie so did I. I watched the movie because I was curious.

I watched it from the internet because the movie wasn’t available in Indonesia.  My friends gave me the link and yeah I saw the movie. In the end of the movie, there was something that made me really wanted to read the book again. So I started to read the book and I was into it like the book wasn’t so bad.

After I finished read the first book, I read the second book. This was really me. I mean I really love romance books. I could see the characters were better than before.  Everything changed. The man became really nice. He loved the woman in different way. It wasn’t only love between the submissive and the master but also love like normal couple. The man fell in love to the woman and they decided to get married.

In the book there was a scene in which the woman was sick and couldn’t do anything. The man looked after the woman and did everything the woman wanted. He really loved her. He decided not to go to work and took care of her. He tried so hard to make her happy and forgot about all the pain. He was there for her 24/7. There was also a part when the woman was pregnant and the man wasn’t ready to have a child. He was so angry but then he realized everything would be ok. He gave all the things he had to her, money, car, house, helicopter, heart, body, soul, life. They were also happily ever after with their children and their family.

Those parts changed me so much. I could see people in different way. I didn’t see people from one side but also the other side. Maybe I’m just overreacting about the books but hey if you are me, I’m sure you would think the same as me.

 So now I know what life looks like. I don’t only live with many kinds of good things but also live with bad things around me. I hope you guys also could take any positive side from other things. As I said the man was so mean. His fantasy about sex was crazy, he had many submissive or sex slaves. However he had the romantic side, he loved his wife, children and family. He loved his mum even tho she was not his real mum. He was adopted but he struggled to get everything he wanted. He succeeded by his work hard. Don’t judge a book by its cover or don’t judge people by their name because you may know the name not the story.

I think it’s enough for today. Hope you guys like my posting. I also hope you to comment below about my blog.

See you soon, god be with ye J